Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:19 PM

Hi , back posting .
Listening song 你不会 S.H.E is a nice song . Is about love thingy .
BTalk about LOVE , I got a few words to those who stead with me before .
I know some of the guys I stead before broke up no even a day , some even a day .
Cause I dun think we know each other so well that . Then if I not wrong 3-4 days . I can't feel like you are like playing playing kind de . I feel de la . But a guy that 2 months and more . You personality is good but then your attuide make you around good friend angry . I haven't you to choice you still love me you must change . But then I think you would change . I send you a message waited your reply for a day you have not reply . All i can say is fine k . But then you told my friend that what I sometimes never reply you is because your message is cold . It look like end of the chat . I still like you as you are but then as I say you attuide .

Yesterday is my challenaing day ... I didn't knew this day will come . I wasn't prepare and scared . But then all I can say is my limit as gone too far and its tiring . How tired ? I dun wish thing to get into my friendship in my love relationship . but then all come into 1 day . That is the chanllenaging part to solve . Finally is over , I need a good rest .

I was tiring to tell myself not to do this and that to my close one but I can't . But then yesterday I told myself tring not to do this and that and I could do it . That tells me that I got mature .

I wanted to stop tears rolling down my eyes but then it could not stop . It keeps rolling and roilling . Tears is like a sharp needles ppoking to my heart when I tears roll 1 by 1 from my eyes , I feel that I am not strong euongh . I always told myself to be strong . But then yesterday I can feel that i am not strong euongh .

but its finally over ! I need a good rest and I am looking forward to have this challenae again.

I shall play and relax myself . It seems that I not euough rest and push to hard for myself . I shall stop here
Rachel Tan A.K.A Lachel
Signing off .....